DOG SHOW

Tonight I am watching the,,,,,,no, sorry,,,,,,THE WESTMINSTER KENNEL CLUB DOG SHOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love to watch dog shows,,,,,,and at the same time, I HATE to watch dog shows!!!!!
They were just showing the large breed dogs, the Working Dogs,,,,,and I saw my MAXX! My rottweiler!!!
It makes my heart hurt! I see these breeds of dogs,,,,,dogs that I have had and lost,,,,,,dogs that I LOVED! See, I havent seen the Beagle yet,,,,,and I dont need to see it!
Here lately,,,,and I mean in the last couple of months, I have been especcially "melancholy" over losing Dory! It seems to hurt MORE instead of less! I still have two dogs,,,,,,,and I love them both,,,,,but neither of them is like DORY!
We have BUDDY, the german shepherd,He will soon be 2 years old,,,,,we WERE keeping him in the back yard which is a large fenced-in yard. Here lately we have been letting him out more and more and so I am spending more time with him and I am growing to love him more!
Then we have WOODY, our Dachshund,,,,,,Woody has out lived them all!!! His Birthday is this month and I "THINK" he is "5" years old! WOW!!! "5"!!!!!! But he is kind of like a grumpy old man,,,,,,he cant wait to get on the couch or on the bed and get under some covers and sleep, sleep, sleep!!!! He is kind of, well,,,,,,Boring!!!!
But DORY was GREAT! SHe had a GREAT personality!!! Always FUN, ALWAYS playful!!!!ALWAYS SO HAPPY to see you! Very loving!!! She was just a happy, FUN part of our life! and she was gone way too soon!!
I thought writing about this would make me feel better,,,,,,but its not helping,,,,,,,,