Sunday, February 17, 2008

MY TEST FOR THIS WEEK, & I DONT THINK I PASSED!!

Last Sun night after church, a bunch of us went to Denney's. While I was there I saw the man who fired Chris from his job last spring/summer. Why did he fire him? we still dont really understand why!! But anyway here's what happened to me,,,,,People from another church were walking around this corner to go to their table and alot of us knew alot of them (lol). SO I was kind of like a robot, smiling and saying hello to almost everyone who walked around the corner,,,,,,Well, then "he" came around the corner and I smiled and said "Hey! How are ya?" When I realized it was him, my heart sank, my stomach flip-flopped......He said "hey" and went on,,,,,,,,
So tonight, a bunch of us went to Denney's again,,,,When we were finished, we all went up to the front counter to pay,,,,,,and guess what? There he was again! and I was face-to-face with him this time,,,,nowhere to run, nowhere to hide,,,,,,,He said "hey" to me, asked me how I was,,,,,,then walked closer and asked if Chris was still in Moldova, I said "yes" he asked when he would be home and I said "Wed. night",,,,,,Just that little bit was hard for me! I know I need to get over it,,,,,,I know I need to put it behind me! Chris is not even bitter about it and he's the one who got fired!!!!!!! I know I am not supposed to hold any animosity in my heart for ANYONE,,,,,,,But I have really struggled with this!!! Actually I thought I was over it, until I actually SAW him again!!!! Instead I guess I had just put it out of my mind!!!
and now, I CANT get him or the situation out of my mind,,,,,,,,,

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