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My friend Robbin has remained strong and positive throughout this time in her life,,,,,,,,and I, on the other hand have not dealt with my trials very well. If this is some sort of test for me and my family, I am NOT passing the test!
My husband has been without a job since MAY. I havent been taking it very well!
I have been angry and bitter and resentful.......
We have been through this before and I usually can stay pretty positive and optimisitc through the whole thing,,,,,,,,,But not this time. and for that, I am sorry!
Here is what we are thinking tho,,,,,,,,We are thinking maybe my husband needs to go back to school. Since I am off today, we are going to sit down with a "banker" who is a friend of my husband's and we are going to look at our finances and look into what it will take for him to go back to school,,,,,,maybe a 2 year program. We have to do SOMETHING!
I wrote to my family last night and I told them that I am a believer in prayer,,,,,,,but I believe you have to put your faith into ACTION! You cant pray and then sit around hoping "something" will happen! I believe the Lord expects us to do our part!
So thats the plan,,,,,,we'll see how it goes!